05-02-2007, 05:42 PM
There is no simple way to explain Programming and deprogramming, yet we all seem much closer to accepting what it is and we are definitely beginning to take control. We know that there are many different layers and labels for programming, we now have a diverse range of techniques to understand and deal with our own programming, and it has provided many answers to our diversity. But we still look for support and reassurance to keep us optimistically positive. Why?
Why do we need others to tell us who we are? Why is it so hard for us to truly believe it? Why? Well, we were not designed to be alone and we are very bad at being our own enthusiast, and self-worth is the evaluation of your own importance.
Where did you loose your self worth? Well, you can not loose it, but you can convince yourself that you do not have control of it, therefore it feels lost.
What is self-worth and why is it so important? Self worth is the accumulation of emotional experiences that constructs habitual patterns of thought from your response/reaction. You only respond from experience, it is a habit of the mind.
Yet the mind does not ââ¬Ëfeelââ¬â¢ your pain, it merely reacts from familiarity.
Self-worth is a patterned structure between your sub-conscious ââ¬â (what you know) to your conscious ââ¬â (what you are unsure of). This partnership usually begins around 18 months old; this is the time where you familiarize people, places, emotions and things in general.
Looking for that moment where you lost your self-worth is comparable to the ââ¬Ëneedle in a hay stackââ¬â¢. It could be anywhere, past life, parents, marriage, career, etc.
But, the measuring of self-worth begins at school, because it is here where you first begin to be judged, abandoned, isolated, dictated and where you needed to acquire independence to survive. It is also here where you first encounter expectations; you are expected to follow certain standards, intelligence, behavior and then you are judged, you are labeled and put into a category. It is also here where you discover your home life is not the same everywhere, so again you are put into a category- poor, middleclass, rich, single parent and so on and also where you begin to store memory for future relationships and connections.
So you launch fear of the unknown, fear of what might be, and fear of what is yet to come. This fear will build a cycle and attract that same emotion again and again because you did not confront it, preferring to store it in your sub-conscious vault. How could you confront an issue that is new and you were just a child, where do you begin to structure understanding to these emotions?
If you think you deserve to be treated badly or struggling is part of your punishment, you are wrong. Struggling is always fueled by negative emotions; stacking layer upon layer of pessimism, this is why when one thing goes wrong, it grows.
Where do you begin to start breaking the habit of self-punishment?
Cont...
Why do we need others to tell us who we are? Why is it so hard for us to truly believe it? Why? Well, we were not designed to be alone and we are very bad at being our own enthusiast, and self-worth is the evaluation of your own importance.
Where did you loose your self worth? Well, you can not loose it, but you can convince yourself that you do not have control of it, therefore it feels lost.
What is self-worth and why is it so important? Self worth is the accumulation of emotional experiences that constructs habitual patterns of thought from your response/reaction. You only respond from experience, it is a habit of the mind.
Yet the mind does not ââ¬Ëfeelââ¬â¢ your pain, it merely reacts from familiarity.
Self-worth is a patterned structure between your sub-conscious ââ¬â (what you know) to your conscious ââ¬â (what you are unsure of). This partnership usually begins around 18 months old; this is the time where you familiarize people, places, emotions and things in general.
Looking for that moment where you lost your self-worth is comparable to the ââ¬Ëneedle in a hay stackââ¬â¢. It could be anywhere, past life, parents, marriage, career, etc.
But, the measuring of self-worth begins at school, because it is here where you first begin to be judged, abandoned, isolated, dictated and where you needed to acquire independence to survive. It is also here where you first encounter expectations; you are expected to follow certain standards, intelligence, behavior and then you are judged, you are labeled and put into a category. It is also here where you discover your home life is not the same everywhere, so again you are put into a category- poor, middleclass, rich, single parent and so on and also where you begin to store memory for future relationships and connections.
So you launch fear of the unknown, fear of what might be, and fear of what is yet to come. This fear will build a cycle and attract that same emotion again and again because you did not confront it, preferring to store it in your sub-conscious vault. How could you confront an issue that is new and you were just a child, where do you begin to structure understanding to these emotions?
If you think you deserve to be treated badly or struggling is part of your punishment, you are wrong. Struggling is always fueled by negative emotions; stacking layer upon layer of pessimism, this is why when one thing goes wrong, it grows.
Where do you begin to start breaking the habit of self-punishment?
Cont...