07-23-2006, 07:05 AM
Where do i go about gathering meaningful information on all this stuff, i feel kind of overwhelmed... like mind control projects,astral beings etc. i was an atheist for 4 years it clouded my thoughts with science an and through salvia divinorum(diviners sage) 15x fortified leaf which is a perfectly legal hallucinogen in most states it is far to intense to be FUN(a few people seem to be immune to it, which i cant even fathom being immune to) it has the power to turn your world upside down as soon as you exhale the smoke. not simple visual distortion, full blown earth shattering hallucinations with conventional reality being replaced by an odd and alien seeming one. i may have accidentally stumbled into a dimension of lower astral beings.
One night at 3am i decided to smoke some 15x strength salvia ALONE without the assistence of someone watching over me(not a bright move on my part,especially when not taking account of the reverse tolerence, less salvia is sometimes more after a recent trip) my parents lay asleep in their room... i took a hit, blew it in the fireplace(very little smell) and immediately jumped on the couch, instantly my living room was no longer there. it was like i was watching outside of myself as a blackness was suddenly there, and millions of tiny blocks came falling onto eachother interlocking with a clinking noise forming a weird reality and i watched myself from third person be reconstructed into the scene from blocks, but until i was fully built i had ego loss(what am i? who am i? do i exist?). Then BAM i found myself back on my couch but my living room was still not normal i was laying on my side and i put my legs on the floor, and tryed to sit up only to be pushed down onto my side, but go back up and get pushed down again, i had no control over it, and it wasent me controlling my body movements anymore this happened maybe 30 times with a odd DUN-NUH-NUH-NAH noise are each time i came up,like a sneaky little bastard was reaching across realitys to torment me(could anyone identify a specific being who may have done this to me?)then i managed to get up and stumble into my kitchen my elbow bumps a cabinet and i FEEL myself literally SHRINK and become part of the cabinet, like i became an atom of the wood, there was a sea of other *atoms*but they werent little spheres, they were all independent entitys with negative intentions toward me they wanted to harm me(it looked more like a sea of writhing evil "things" trying to PULL ME DOWNWARD to where i dont know, i felt overwhelmingly helpless, i mean who can save you, when you think you are actually shrunk. so i RAN and literally RAN through my house,but in this other reality the hallway was flashing between it and my other reality and before i knew it i barreled into my parents bedroom at the end of the hall.My brother heard a very loud THUMP THUMP THUMP THUMP as i literally was RUNNING for my life down the hall, but thank (to whom it may concern) that this substance was wearing off as my parents came to see why i barelled into their door, but i still wasent normal... not yet. my house was becoming a house again but salvia has a weird property of making you see things as if made from many more smaller peices which made explaining myself to my parents difficult, i told them i had a nightmare, which really isnt a lie.. and i actually got away with it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was pretty shaken up but i survived
If you are interested in altered states of conciousness for learning and spiritual purposes this plant exists, but keep in mind it probably will make you face things you are afraid to admit to yourself, or contact astral beings it turned everything i had been pressured by society to accept as THE WAY IT IS upside down and made me face the definate FACT of astral entitys and there was no escaping it, tall and now i cant NOT beleive in something outside our conventional understanding, this isnt saying i beleive in mainstream religions of the masses, there is much more to it than just ONE all powerfull god after my visions on salvia in particular and the entitys that were present as my world was flipped upside down
One night at 3am i decided to smoke some 15x strength salvia ALONE without the assistence of someone watching over me(not a bright move on my part,especially when not taking account of the reverse tolerence, less salvia is sometimes more after a recent trip) my parents lay asleep in their room... i took a hit, blew it in the fireplace(very little smell) and immediately jumped on the couch, instantly my living room was no longer there. it was like i was watching outside of myself as a blackness was suddenly there, and millions of tiny blocks came falling onto eachother interlocking with a clinking noise forming a weird reality and i watched myself from third person be reconstructed into the scene from blocks, but until i was fully built i had ego loss(what am i? who am i? do i exist?). Then BAM i found myself back on my couch but my living room was still not normal i was laying on my side and i put my legs on the floor, and tryed to sit up only to be pushed down onto my side, but go back up and get pushed down again, i had no control over it, and it wasent me controlling my body movements anymore this happened maybe 30 times with a odd DUN-NUH-NUH-NAH noise are each time i came up,like a sneaky little bastard was reaching across realitys to torment me(could anyone identify a specific being who may have done this to me?)then i managed to get up and stumble into my kitchen my elbow bumps a cabinet and i FEEL myself literally SHRINK and become part of the cabinet, like i became an atom of the wood, there was a sea of other *atoms*but they werent little spheres, they were all independent entitys with negative intentions toward me they wanted to harm me(it looked more like a sea of writhing evil "things" trying to PULL ME DOWNWARD to where i dont know, i felt overwhelmingly helpless, i mean who can save you, when you think you are actually shrunk. so i RAN and literally RAN through my house,but in this other reality the hallway was flashing between it and my other reality and before i knew it i barreled into my parents bedroom at the end of the hall.My brother heard a very loud THUMP THUMP THUMP THUMP as i literally was RUNNING for my life down the hall, but thank (to whom it may concern) that this substance was wearing off as my parents came to see why i barelled into their door, but i still wasent normal... not yet. my house was becoming a house again but salvia has a weird property of making you see things as if made from many more smaller peices which made explaining myself to my parents difficult, i told them i had a nightmare, which really isnt a lie.. and i actually got away with it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was pretty shaken up but i survived
If you are interested in altered states of conciousness for learning and spiritual purposes this plant exists, but keep in mind it probably will make you face things you are afraid to admit to yourself, or contact astral beings it turned everything i had been pressured by society to accept as THE WAY IT IS upside down and made me face the definate FACT of astral entitys and there was no escaping it, tall and now i cant NOT beleive in something outside our conventional understanding, this isnt saying i beleive in mainstream religions of the masses, there is much more to it than just ONE all powerfull god after my visions on salvia in particular and the entitys that were present as my world was flipped upside down
