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I am not psychic by default, as in I can still smell you if I tune into you. Sometimes things are automatic like I do not even have the choice, and that's what I was referring to as psychic.
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I don't need to explain myself to you or anyone else, i know what went on at Karens house, i know what happened to her husband and this is not the issue here because its not my story - they experienced what they experienced and thats final.
If Karen wants to write more of her experience thats her choice - why are you bringing her experiences into it. Have you not heard of Chinese whispers? I heard both sides of the story and i choose 'neither' because I believe both stories are tainted in all areas.
Seems like everyone has an opinion and they are in ALL areas of positive and negative and I have learned to trust my OWN experiences.
Karen and I have agreed to disagree and things have gone back to discussions elsewhere, where she's an expert in her field of astrology and we stick to discussions about that.
I question everything, and have recently decided to stick to no guru NOT EVEN Steve.
But I 'do' agree with you on the topic at hand with regards to the merger symbol I said that there needs to be source and I only provided what had been 'sent to me' and what I had quickly found. The whole point of this thread was to question everything and to see where everything stems from - and not depend on one source, but ultimately to find out where it comes from ourselves.
I dont know what the merger symbol does, it probably does do what is told by expansions, thats not the point, I want to know why it means that, and since you know, or have sources - this is the perfect time to share.
Also moonchild, your bringing up of the previous issue "publicly" (other threads and even in this one) and not a private message, email, or even a phone call by you explaining your concerns over this issue really boggles my mind.
My retaliation to you is simply because of this fact. Some things are made to be left in private, but you have not made it so.
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Sily,
Sounds like an entertaining book - reminds me a bit of the 'Cult of Subgenius' - one of the members created a trojan horse called 'SubSeven' prior to 2000, and they pledged allegiance to 'bob' apparently hah.
Oh BTW - you may want to remove the time you posted (ie the three 5's) because it could trigger new world religion people *g*.
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You don't understand why it boggles my mind?
What - do I have to point out that you made this into a personal war against ME when it doesn't even belong to ME.
Your concern over steve is your choice, karens is karens - you can modality bash anyone for all i care - but don't bring me into your godamn reality expecting me to backup someone else when its not my story to begin with. I respect Karen and her husband, they are fine people, they experienced what they experienced and thats fine, but the moment you force me to back someone else up WHEN I WASN'T EVEN THERE, is ridiculous.
Also, I don't think i have to point out the fact that you've turned this into a 'steve' thread because you couldn't use anything else to fire at me - have you got anything to add to the discussion on the merger symbol or not? if not - back off.
Want to do your steve bashing - start your own thread, you want to start a war with him - be my guest, its not my reality, its yours! Want to keep that draconian entity attached to your field - go for it!
With regards to your 'seeing right through it' - well you know what? I saw right through your words too and could clearly see the intention behind it.
second - you're not going to read that quote because its irrelevant? you are totally bashing this man and his claims - yet you don't read his claims? where's the fair trial here?
Now if you want me to respect you in any way shape or form, you have to drop this right now, and stop bringing up sh*t that has nothing to do with the initial discussion at hand. That is all i'm going to ever say on the steve issue to you.
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Ok it is my job to call ââ¬ËTIME OUTââ¬â¢, there is a lot of negative energy happening here and it may perhaps have something to do with the topic.
Since I am being brought into the circle, this whole thing is intended for me also so I will give my opinion.
I agree with you lion totally on the merger symbol, that is keeps people altered but I must also agree with moonchild that you have an issue that you have not reached the conclusion to.
If we believe something whole heartily with our complete essence then there is no reason to have to ââ¬Ëproveââ¬â¢ your point or get people on your team. I see you lion as a great researcher and you really take effort to find out all that you can on a topic but you can not expect others to follow you or take your advice, you did not take my advice with Steve, I respect you for that and understand that he is a journey you must take, but not I. you do not like others disagreeing and perhaps this is something you need to look at. Moonchild is very wise and experienced a great many things, these two things are very important in life.
In war it takes the whole team to win the battle, it is not won by those who are just in the front line.
I believe we are all here for one purpose, but we must take our own highways to reach that pinnacle. All of us here on the forum have understanding of particular things, together we can unite that knowledge, but separate we only feed the energy of what we are battling against. It is your choice.
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Karen,
Thank you for writing, and yes - i do know I have anger issues, all of them bottled up and revealing itself because i feel that I have been manipulated for so long and i've just had enough. (BTW, i did say 'feel', because it may not be the case - could be something else)
yes thats my own mind-pattern issue, and they are the next 'tissue' in the tissue box that I am looking at. Its the biggest issue so far.
Also, the 'looking for a god-mentor' attitude, I know is starting to dissapear.
Quote:If we believe something whole heartily with our complete essence then there is no reason to have to ââ¬Ëproveââ¬â¢ your point or get people on your team.
Maybe thats why i was getting pissed off because moonchild (on this and other threads) kept wanting me to back Steve up, and if i didn't respond - which I didn't in the first place, was another reason to attack. Did I not initially do what you just stated? Not respond?
Damned if you do, damned if you don't.
Quote:You do not like others disagreeing and perhaps this is something you need to look at
I don't think anyone likes disagreements, but specifically here, what I dont like are the personal "you should know better than that" type remarks such as the second post
It has nothing to do with the essence of the topic and it has no foundation for discussion. I can tell you now, THAT is why i retaliated. And yes, possibly because I should have known better!
Perhaps a "Lion, you may want to remove that picture because it could trigger and activate".
Yes I would have paid that, but no, it wasn't like that. So in essence, it was my issue because of my reaction - but at times, its also better not to fuel the fire :)
Maybe I should get myself out of the animal frequency, and go into something a little more placid for a while :)
Regards
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